Pause music at the bottom of the blog to listen to you tube video. I have never watched swimming, yet I didn't miss a race Michael Phelps was in. He is amazing and a true inspiration. He says nothing motivates him more than when somesone says it can't be done. We need more role models like him!!!!!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I feel like Eva Gabor
I spent three and a half hours being pampered yesterday. Chris got me a spa package for my birthday in December and I just used it. This is the life. I feel so relaxed and like a Queen. I don't know why but when thinking what song could I put to a spa entry Green Acres came to mind. I can't explain, other than I live in West Texas and I felt fancy today. I think I was supposed to be born somewhere like New York with great shopping and fancy living. If anyone ever asks you what you want for your birthday always say a spa package. THIS IS THE LIFE!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Viva Las Vegas!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Frustrated!
I got a call today from the medically dependent child program the one Jackson is currently on. She was asking if I had set up nursing hours for Jackson. I have not. I was on the fence about having someone take care of my child regardless of the fact they were going to pay for someone to come in 49 hours a week. Yes I typed that right what would anyone do for 49 hours away from their child? I am a stay at home mom so am I supposed to be home and have someone take care of him? All of these are questions I hadn't decided on the answer to. So back to the phone call-- this lady starts saying your going to lose medicaid if you don't get this set up and is acting like I already know this information. I hate not knowing everything I need too, then being treated like I am stupid for not knowing. I guess I will be calling tomorrow to get nursing hours set up. I only have to use it once a month to keep medicaid so..... What the hell am I supposed to do? I have no clue! I realize this is a petty thing to be frustrated by and I should be grateful such a program exists and I am I just have a lot of emotions about leaving Jackson with anyone. I think I would feel guilty. If only I could get a housekeeper instead. HA HA HA!



